Thursday, May 31, 2007

Im in da Kitchen

A day BeFoRe wE WeNt tO SlOuGh tO GeT SoMeTHiNg... ThOuGhT To CooK FiSh bUt cAnCeL aT ThE vErY LaST mInUtE... :P
aCaR RaMpAi
dAlCa dAgInG
mIXED vEGS WiTh OyStEr sAuCe
AyAM mAsAk mErAh
aYaM MaSaK PaLeMbAnG - mY MuM'S rEcIpE
OvErAll - CrEdItS tO aBg zAm & lEeZ
nAsI ToMaTo + nAsI BeRiYaNi
mE LeEz k nIzA
LeCtUrE iN dA KiTcHeN

It was fun!!!!
Thanks so much Leez for all facilities.... i'll help you to move out mid of June yeee!
Again they asked me to cook some Malaysian cuisines...
Tomato Rice, Beryani Rice, Ayam Palembang + Masak Merah, Acar rampai, Dalca daging...
hahahahha (Colestrol, oILy, fAT)
I enjoyed to serve them especially Kak niza(she went back to Malaysia for good) Going to miss her!
The makan-makan session begun at 3.00 pm... hahahhaha erm.. 3 can consider lunch kan?:P
Honto gomen ne.... due to kitchen equipment's problem maka delayed Occured! hahhahaha
Keep it shut lah!
Alhamdulillah that day we had so much fun with makan-makan session while watching Devil's Wears Prada's Dvd....
For the last session ive cooked some bubur kacang...wooooo!!!
Even i was not feeling very well but i managed to cook for them...
Alynn, so sorry i cant be there in Oxford...
Again sorry! Warm regards to all in Malaysia ya especially to Tok Dak....

Sunday, May 27, 2007


Ive just called my mum... my parent...
it was really nice when you hear their voice...
argh... rindu!!!
She told me so many things happened...
1. Ashrin - My friend/neighbour dapat Baby Gal
2.Azini - My Friend/Neighbour dapat Baby BoY
3.Nina - My friend/Neighbour dapat Baby Gal

These people were my closed friends in my neighbourhood
auch.... they already got child and me??? huhuhuh kawen pon blom...
Stress!!! JoKeS...

Im an uncle now... and im proud of them...
Ive asked my mum to contact my friend
suraya hanim-stewardess-beautiful-adorable
i need to get something from Malaysia and need her help...

oh i'll continue update this blog later...
i need to get ready to the barbeque session in Egham....
Siri on her way now...
I want to enjoy the sun shiny day
till then!!!


Friday, May 25, 2007


ive just finished my exam...
Tawakkal...2 papers really killed me... :(
I just hoped everything will be fine....

At 4.00 in Wetton Annexxe Building, i end up my last paper with smiles...
Thanked to Chez... Great Lecturer
I met Chez outside of the Hall and he asked me about the paper...
i said "Its ok and i enjoy it..LOL" and thanked him...
He said "yeah... i know you can do it"....
I hope i did well... Wait for the result soon...

I went back to my room
I did my laundry, tidy up my room, cleaned my bathroom, changed my pillow case and vacuum and also cooked!
Ive lost my appetite for these 3 weeks
and today
the "selera" come back to me... Boleh??

No YM for 3 weeks
Dozen and dozen of msg...
Sorry guys!
Thanks for the doa and wish...
May Allah Bless all of You!

I need some rest now..
i'll update soon!

Wednesday, May 23, 2007


= I will pass

= I will pass

= Just wait and see

= I will pass

= I will pass

= :(

= I will PASS

Seriously i need a break!!!
why why why???
Steven... why u did diz to us?
IY5511 !!!

Friday, May 11, 2007

Happy Mother's Day

Thanks to PureSeed, Jln Sultan Ismail...(Miss Winnie)
Gift just for u

Dear Mama,
Happy Mother's Day
Thank You For everything
Pray and doa for my success!
im a ready now
Strive for the best!
Wish me luck!

To all mothers
Wish you all Happy Mother's Day
May Allah Bless You

K Yong, Me & Eno

Dedicate this song to u : Because you love me

For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful baby
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through through it all

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love into my life
You've been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

Ive read in NST from my Vice Chancellor:
source : HERE

MY mother passed away exactly a year ago last week after being hospitalised for several months at Kuala Lumpur Hospital. She had been hospitalised elsewhere but had not experienced anything comparable to the care she received under Datuk Dr Zaki Morad and his dedicated staff.

It was because of this that the departure of my mother was made a little easier, knowing full well that we had tried everything we could to provide the best for her and that it was time for her to return to God.

As believers, we are convinced that there can never be a better place to return to, except to our beloved Creator.

As believers, too, we are entitled to the privilege of being human and to feel the pain with a sense of deep loss for someone who had been part of our life for so long.

My mother was not just another ordinary person whose presence could be substituted by another. Earl Riney said: "The mother’s love is like God’s love; He loves us not because we are lovable, but because it is His nature to love, and because we are His children."
All the more, the emptiness that mother left behind was such a void that it is impossible to fill. This is testimony that she was an embodiment of the Godly love and tender care which exudes naturally from her heart and soul.

After all, it is the same tender loving care that nurtured all of us in the family to the extent that we truly appreciate what God-conscious life is all about.

Writes Wayne Winters in Ode to Mum: "I look back on my childhood and thank the stars above. For everything you gave me, but mostly for your love."

In other words, by virtue of her love, mother will always be with us and be part of our lives — be it a time of joy or despair, during moments of difficulty, or celebration.

In many ways, though her physical presence is always sorely missed, she had given us enough to hang on to when she was alive. That is how much mother means to us as a family, and that is true for all mothers.

So special are they that their sacrifices and selflessness fit well with the description offered by one Tenneva Jordan:

"A mother is a person who seeing there are only four pieces of pie for five people, promptly announces she never did care for pie."

But still many would take their mother for granted. As Catherine Pulsifer puts it: "You don’t appreciate your mother until you’re a mother yourself."

Those who are not biologically destined to be one should remember what the famous Dr Benjamin Spock has to say: "What good mothers and fathers instinctively feel like doing for their babies is usually best after all."

I could still recall many of the pertinent decisions that my mother, on consultation with my father, made despite their having to put up with great sacrifices just because it was about giving me the very best!

Truly these are unforgettable moments since we are a not a-well-to-do family.

How true what Ruth E. Renkel expresses: "Sometimes the poorest woman leaves her children the richest inheritance."

Or that of the anonymous saying: "A mother is someone who dreams great dreams for you, but then she lets you chase the dreams you have for yourself and loves you just the same."

For the last one year, therefore, only time seems to be the great comforter for the family, though time, too, stood still on several occasions.

The memory of her is all that we have left to cherish, "for the mother is and must be, whether she knows it or not, the greatest, strongest and most lasting teacher her children have", according to Hannah Smith.

Indeed, she taught us to be strong when things were rough, to be honest when faced with temptations, to be sincere when offering help, and to be gentle when dealing with just about any living thing.

And, most of all, to be steadfast and patient when we need to make some sacrifices for the betterment of all. And never to expect any return from it.

Scottish historian, critic and sociological writer Thomas Carlyle once wrote: "Who is it that loves me and will love me forever with an affection which no chance, no misery, no crime of mine can do away? It is you, my mother."

Or that as acknowledged by Abraham Lincoln: "All that I am or hope to be, I owe to my mother."

It is certainly not difficult to understand and appreciate why Prophet Muhammad insisted that paradise is to be found at the feet of our mothers.

In trying to keep our mother alive in our memory, we cannot but dream of that very paradise with a great of hope, to be able to dwell in it as worthy and deserving children who cared for their parents.

To paraphrase one other saying: "We are not perfect parents and we will never be. You are not perfect children and you will never be. But put us together and we will be the best combination we would ever be."

Those among us fortunate enough to have their mothers and fathers around them, please keep this in mind.

* The writer is the vice-chancellor of Universiti Sains Malaysia.
(Prof Dato' Dr Dzulkifli Abdul Razak)
ive met him in person for the first time in Malaysian Hall. Down to earth with his soft spoken. I adore you now! What u said in the writings ... absolutely right!!! I always pray and doa for My family...Happy Mother's Day

Ive called my mum. Spoken to her make me felt really comfortable...out from the stress world
Mama Cried of happiness and she missed me so much.... (I wish to hugh you now)
Ive asked blessings from Mama and Abah...
My exam will start tomorrow...
A bit scared BUT
InsyaAllah i'll try my best!

To all,
im quit for a while from blogging..
take care and wish me luck!


Saturday, May 05, 2007

Anonymous Entry

Feathers.... gone with wind...

I was a bit tired lately
My life cycles became unstable within these few weeks
I just needed some rest
only for a while...
i wish i can be like a bird now
flying freely up on the seamless and blue sky
Few days to go....
I'll survive
Yes I will!

Tuesday, May 01, 2007

My day

I call it as sakura flowers... kah kah kah
what is that eh?
Kawai Flowers

Woke up early bcoz of the fire alarm...
arghHhH... felt wanted to hentak the person yg buat hal nih!!!
With my nice "FACE" without bath...
rushed to the ground ...
My room : the top Floor!
I slept at 5 a.m yesterday and my Head
sakit yg amat neh...
Adeh.. if wanted to let it happened pon
not now.....
Waited for almost 20 mins to settle everything
Continue doin the revison stuff..
cam tak weired...
Went to the Math department to get the print out
Went to the veg market and chinese market...
Bought some fruits and Udon... Best!!!
lucky for me
Tokey Novel muncul with his Books...
ive bought 2 books...
searching for the khaled Hosseini latest book...
A thousand splendid sun
Jgn harap nak ade... Too soon dear... katanya...
sentap... hahhaha

Met pop and accompanied her makan ice cream...
Ya Ampun best!
with a nice view nice weather...
ice cream was the best choice!

Im almost there now...
Get ready!