Relaxing

Come on
Relaxing our mind
our body...
our soul...
throw away the stress thingy ...
throw away the unhappiness...
focus to one...
Look up there...
so blue... so wonderful...
in front there...
so green... so peaceful...
Set a focal point with Yin and Yang...
Combine it
Feel it

Follow the melody
Listen to the rhythm
dance with the tempo
Feel it...
Groove it...
enjoy it...
result: pleasant

Win

I wish i could be somewhere by now....
Counting days...
The battle is just around the corner...
My armaments are not ready yet...
My armies... still in preparation mode...
Let strive for the best...
i'll never quit...
i want to WIN this battle....
!!!

Happy 21 st Birthday

As Usual Tq to the PSeed Florist Jln Sultan Ismail..

Happy 21st Birthday To my younger sis
Hope You enjoy the day...
Best of luck in your future endavours!
Jgn nakal2...:D
My friends will come to the party tomorrow on behalf of Me..
Huuhuhuhuhuhuhu
A surprise gift from me to you dear...
You take care...
Muahhhh


Updated :
The celebration is already started
Thanks to my buddies (K Norli, Ap, Ash, K wan etc) ...
Cant wait to see the pics...
My younger sis just spoken to me...
She cried... She "rindu" me and said tq for the card, chocolate and the flowers gift...
im so speechless
im so "sebak"...
I wish i could be there...
Thanks to Kak Nini who created the 21 (numbered's cake)
Thanks to Auntie Azizah who sponsored the kueh mueh...:)
Well the white and red theme are now successful..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY SIS...
My doa and pray will always be with you, our family and the rest!
Amin..

Your Only Bro,
Me

Kerberos

1. CLIENT - AUTHENTICATION SERVER
2.AUTHENTICATION SERVER - CLIENT
3.CLIENT - TGS
4.TGS-CLIENT
5.CLIENT - SERVER
6.SERVER - CLIENT

TGS = TICKET GRANTING SERVER
C = CLIENT
S = SERVER
|| = CONCATENATE
K = KEY
NC = NONCE
T = TIMESTAMP



THEN....

1. TGS || NC || START || END

2. {KC,TGS || START || END || C } K C.TGS +
{KC.TGS ||START ||END || NC || TGS } KC,TGS

3. {KC,TGS || START || END || C } K AS,TGS +
S || START || END || NC +
{C,T1 } KC,TGS

4. {KC,S || START || END || C } K TGS,S +
{KC,S || START || END || NC ||S } KC,TGS

5. {KC,S || START || END || C } K TGS,S +
{C,T2} KC,S

6. {T3} KC,S

Kerberos = computer network appl protocol which allows individuals communicating over an insecure network to prove their identity to one another in a secure manner.

SORRY GUYS if you dont understand ...
ive spent few hours just to make me understood these... "They" urged me to do it over and over again during discussion... anyway thank to my lit bro Tom(Thai) who taught me the simpler way to understand the process... Owe u one!!!

Things getting complicated... less than 30 days to go...
wish me luck guys!
come on zarul!!!!

Freshness

Sodap!

Resting your mind and body...
Kak Aisya just came from Lancester for the applied statistics seminar in Windsor building...
As a tourist guide, brought her "jalan-jalan" tour campus..
cam orientation... hahhahha
Coincidently her accomodation was just beside my block
in Reid buidling(undergrad Accomodation)
Ermmm what a nice room...
i dont even realised that...
Spacious but i dont really liked the windows...
you can only opened half of it...
huhuhuhuhhu
Huh after struggled with all those notes...
i guess time for break...
Get some butter cookies...
or
biskoot cap ping pong!!!!
sile2... :P

Love

"Sometime the person that we love the most
is the hardest to love"

A walk to remember

Hmmmm....

The title was just liked
a film...
a novel...
I woke early as the discussion started at 9.00 a.m
by 8.30 i walked all alone to Egham Street
my destination to the post office...
Gosh i thought that im the one who
reached there first..
ampess... people already in queue...LOL
cam pesta apa je! It took me one hour just to buy a stamp
which cost me 1.55 pounds...
i was late for the discussion... reached McREA room at 10.00
ahaaaa
i thought that i was the last person to be there
but they were the others who came late...
arghhh
sakit kaki panjat bukit tinggi... lari2 anak konon nak cepatttt!
With my heavy bag, big files etc...
suddenly my hp dropped on the street.. :(
arghhh the casing broken!!!
Tension!!!
Not only that,
once i reached the univ entrance,
my bag was torn on one side...
Ya Ampun!!!!

Regret??
i was supposed lenggang mak limah je...
Hadoiiiiii laaaaa...
My study mood was set up to be -ve....
did very small contribution on solving the Questions...
Pity....
My negligent...
so Imbecile!!!
Looked out of the window
Air blew heavy, damp...
yes
A WALKED TO REMEMBER!

Naked Feet Dangling

All rise- Blue

My Neighbour decided to move...
pity of him...
he felt disappointed with some guys around here..
Bhuvan & me advised him not to go anywhere but
the result remain the same...
yeah some of them were irritating but just ignored them
ouch...
We miss u Michael... :(

All of a suden
A guy from sudan took over his place...
so i had a new neighbour...
he was really quiet guy with a nice smile...
"khaifahalaks?"---------> how r u?
he then answered "ana bikhair alhamdulillah"...
ahaaa my very basic arabic suddenly pop up from my mouth... :P
he was really excited to know that i was from Malaysia...
(Reason??...Dunno.... :P)
we went to Jum'ah prayer together....

I really adore uk's weather now....
not so cold not so hot....
just nice....
and my mood on doin' revison also
getting better...
Drop by Dr Allan's room in Math department..
pity me...
he was not there as usual.... sadisnya..!!!
i should mail him first then
ahaaaaa ...

Look up the sky
its blue...
all blue...
Its a lovely day...
sunlight flickering through the leaves
while i was standing there...
to snap this pic... :)

Expressions

Ingat zaman dolu2...

Ice Cream... vanilla Flavour

Turbine Area Tate Modern

Wall Deco Tate Modern

Tanduk

Alynn + ME

on the way back

manja la konon

POYO

Pose jgn tak pose

Again
i was so excited to see the pics...
i liked the expressions...
the "poyo" faces
crazy actions
hahahaha
Now i want to finish everything
especially the next coming exam
Ouch!
Then i think i can start to laugh again
become a 'crazy guy' again
as what Bro zam used to call me...

ohhhh...
Bro Ridzuan (Newcastle) has invited me to go to his place...
InsyaAllah i'll be there :P
Well, Lots of place to go
and its playing in my mind now...
Ireland , Trip to scotland, Vienna...MALAYSIA... (keh keh)
Huhuhuhuhuhu

Vc in MSD

Rhul-Surrey-Imperial-Ucl-Oxford-Ucl-Soas

down to earth VC

The food were marvelous

My TEH TARIKKK

Call Effa at 6.00 am
wake up!!!
then met her in waterloo at 9 plus...
directly went to MSD
arghh train using central line stop the service before we reached the destination...
adehhhhhhh
took us longer time to reach destination...
Dato Prof Dr Dzul already there plus some other people...
adeh malunya!!!
lambat!!!
well we had a good excuse!
apologize was accepted!
keh keh keh...
had a long conversation with VC of Usm..
He did mentioned about the sustainability issues
academics issues and others...
then
we had a wonderful lunch at Holiday Villa
which was not far from MSD...
Great!!!
the menu were superb!!!
Udang goreng rempah kot, fish curry, chicken rendang, friend vegs, ulam/sambal belacan, special ice cream and goreng pisang...
also
Teh Tarikkk .... i missed the real teh tarik now..
Tq to VC...
Got a neck tie from him..
i really appreciate that...

Met new friends, bro n sis...
Tq for the pic....

Rest

Blooming

Welcome to RHUL

Para Para Sakura... :P hahahhaha

Pine Trees

Blur day...
woke up a bit late..
"Subuh Gajah"<----------i used to call this... !!!
nice weather today... i did spent my 2 hours with bro zam to Saville Garden...
It was part of Windsor Garden...
Lots of dog... kawai laaa...
People? yaaaa Lots...
everyone spent their precious moment in the garden!
Beautiful Flowers...
Blue sky...
Adorable people with beautiful smiles... :)
the lake was bustling with families out for a day in the sun...
I love the sun shiny day....
its so inspiring... :)
hmmm....
im sitting on the ground...with sunlight and shadows of tree's leaves dacing on my face...
My hand plucked blades of grass..
liked smell of grass... :)
Brought my notes together...
adeh i cant focus...
as my surrounding was much better to pay attention with...
What a lovely day...

Sun Shiny Day

Too high?

River side

Nak balik!

Basketball Zarul O'Neal...:p

Well Yesterday i didnt touched any books...
hahahahhahha
enjoyed my day with sun
with friends...
only at nite' ive belek2 some notes... hahahhahaha
Runneymede Park!!!
What a nice place to go! Near Windsor castle... I like the river the scenery and the blue sky...
As this park near the Heathrow Airport..
every minutes we might see aeroplanes... (thinking of going back duhh.. :P)
Baring tak hingat
Laughing also tak hingat! LOL
Hope to be there again...
picnic before and after exam..
anyone care to join?
Actors/Actress : Bro zam, Sis Nizar and Me

Fly Me to the Moon

Up there....

i want to be Free....

I need a rest..
Tired on doin' stuff relates to my course...
I was told by Nan
Dr Stephen has changed the Network security's exam format...
argh....
i hate it....
For sure I cant predict the Q pattern...
Owe.... Books here and there...
Sketch solutions
Exercises, tutorials Q,
Yes i still can manage it...
I hope this will be over soon...
end up with
flying colors... :)
then
i just said to myself
Fly me to the moon!!!

Happy Birthday Mama

Tq to Pure Seed Florist Jln Sultan Ismail... :)

Happy Birthday to my mum Rokiah bt Akop...
ive ordered a basket flower which i purchased online... (Tq to Pure seed shops Jalan Sultan Ismail) ive never missed to buy flowers on my mum's birthday.... :)
i also did sent to her perfume(Nina Ricci)...
I love you so much...
Thank you for everything mama...
Do pray for my success...
i'll be back soon...
To abah, Aramis..hope u like it..
To Eno, Issey Miyaki... As u wish
To Kak Yong, Hard rock(Paris) & Planet Hollywood(Paris) T shirt....
and other stuff...(for my aunties, friends)

I always pray and doa for you, our family and all of my friends...
Peace and happily in life...
Amin...

A day in Central...Part 1

Flying without wings

Thrill actions

otomennnnn

Readyy? Actions!alahaiiii kawainya..

Adik sedara ...Alynn

Aiyak so serious...comments on FOOD ke?
your kueh teow cam sedap jek alynn!!! licin :P

The best part in Tate Modern

London Bridge is falling downnn... falling downnnnn...

Where where? Left? Right?

Woooooooooo
Yeterday we had so much fun...
Me Alynn, Leez and Bro zam...
especially in Hyde park...
its too early to see all those glooming flowers doh... LOL
Nothing much...
LAUGHING...MUMBLING...CRAZY STUFF...
im out of control...
Jumping jumping jumping...
the coordinator was Alynn...(wachaaaa)
Tate Mordern was great place to go...
main Gelongsor(Carsten Höller) tak hingat in turbine hall area..
Exhibitions : Material Gestures stuff, Poetry and dream stuff...
Unique... speachless... blured! huhuhuhu
had our lunch in MSD....
adehhhhh
for me the food was in OK level.. the teh tarikk is no tarik at ALL... the syrup was good... bcoz we managed to add some more for free... ha ha ha
i had nasi plus chicken curry, some fried cabbage and tauchu Fish... plus sambal belacan...
"dlm tak sedap tu tetap Licin" hahahahahhaha
Actually what happened was...
we didnt even decided to go to msd for our lunch ...
bcoz everyone so blured then we've sepakat went to MSD... LOL..
Actually lots of Halal stuff in Baywater ...
saw one chinese restaurant(halal)... my next plan... Nandos? jemu dah!!!
Taza? ya ya later on!!!

Our actions in Hyde park ...
crazy...thrill (konon2)...
the jumpin' stuff ..LOL
Spent almost an hour to find a good location...(Feng shui to start an action) hehhehe
people just smiled to see all of us... baring tak hingatttt, gelak tak hingat!!!! pretty shame.. ekke
doin' photograph session ala2 "spring free model"....
Salute to Alynn, Bro zam and Leez.... Good acting doh... Good pictures...
there were emotions on those pics...
Just liked a truly gifted teller of pictures tales... (komen ini berlebihan ka?) LOL
next project???
Leez met her friend in Leicester Square...
Me and Bro zam went to China Town
Alynn balik Oxford daaaaaaa... :P
I bought Kicap manis and Udon... My Fav la...
Reached my lovely room at 9...
Tired but had so muchhhh fun.. joy...

Conclusion
its my true colors of life
Rich in humour...
Full of hauting images...
vivid and engaging...
Next project?
anyone?
Ireland in June! :)